How Holiday Should I Be?
OK, the horses are settled all snug in their beds as visions of carrot tops danced in their heads. (I always buy each Boy a bunch of carrots with the green tops still on. Most of the time we get carrots here with the tops trimmed off, so tops on ones are special.)
I am just back from the annual choir Christmas party which began after church this morning--actually about 1 PM. My church has changed the annual tradition of an evening musical vespers service to a morning service of "lessons in carols." All the musical groups of the church participate, singing and playing songs to illustrate a reading of the Biblical Christmas story. I do miss the beauty of the evening service with the candles, but this was nice. And our chorale/choir held an after service brunch/party afterwards. I hung out longer than the others to chat with our host and hostess--we are good friends--so I was later coming home.
On the drive, I passed dozens of houses all lit up for the holiday. Colored lights were everywhere.
My house, as I pulled in, was dark and dreary. I do have my little tree in the bay window, but it was not lit, so there was no sign of holiday spirit anywhere.
So, do I light up or not? The decorations are in the basement, waiting. I am certainly capable of climbing up and down the stairs to drag them up. But then I need to go outside and put them up. Once again, I am physically capable, but do I have the will and energy?
I could do a partial version and only put up the basics, but I know myself too well for that. Once I start, I will have to string the garland along the fence, add the red bows and then the lights after I've decorated the front porch with garlands and lights.
And then, how can I leave out the star, garland and lights on the barn? Or the garland and lights on the back porch?
I fear it's another one of those jobs I cannot do half way.
So, to light or not to light, that is the question.
Then again....it's supposed to be a nice day tomorrow.........